January 2010
Standstill
I guess you could say i’m at a standstill right now. Everything or everyone who used to make me happy now just irratates me to no end. It got to the extent that when someone finally made me smile and laugh the other day it was foreign to me. It felt werid and unusual, like when you try a new food you haven’t tasted before. I’m trying to keep that smile on my face, I really am,...